The beginning of what...I'm not sure...

I'm not quite sure where this blog is going.  Nor, do I really know where I'm going most days.  I run here and there with the kids.  I dabble in this and that during my "spare" time.   I'm this person for my kids and this person at work and that person for a friend.  So I guess this blog is just like me and eventually is going to take me exactly where I need to be...just not sure where yet!

As I thought about what I want to do in life and what I'm really passionate about, I thought about the things I enjoy and how I want to spend my time and this got me thinking about time and how it is probably my most valuable resource.  This also got me to think about where the past 15 years or so have gone.  I mean next year my husband and I will be married 10 years...and soon I'll be having a 15 year high school class reunion!  Oh my!  I mean really I swear I was just in high school running around the halls and hanging out by my boyfriend's locker or hanging out with my girlfriends in college making runs to the gas station for cokes.

How did this artistic, athletic (my husband might not agree), easy going girl from the Midwest become a some what controlling and rigid mom of three with a ton of responsibility on top of being a wife for 10 years...and so the blog just a girl playing house begins...because that's how I see myself...as the girl I once was playing house pretending I have three kids, which is ironic because I don't ever remember playing house as a child.  I can't be that adult with all that responsibility and that long to-do list, can I? at least not all the time...that's my answer for now.  We will see where the next few years take me and where God wants me to be.